(Feb 11, 2006) A rose is given on this Valentine''s Day Thursday night can be a party night. Friday night IS a party night. Saturday is still a party night. Sunday may also be a party night. O college. I haven?Tt been to those parties. I heard they were a lot of fun, but something I saw killed my party desire, hahah. That?Ts why on a Saturday night like today, in my dorm room, I?Tve been listening to John Coltrane. (Album: Coltrane for Lovers.) Valentine?Ts is coming very near S Roses are gonna be sold at school for charity. I will buy one. Of course not for myself ? that?Ts an old motif. Anyways, I?Tve loved the first line in Mrs Dalloway : ?oMrs Dalloway said she would buy the flowers herself.? I would buy a rose for Cynthia. Don?Tt anyone tell her? I love *****rprise her and see how she reacts. It?Ts always been so exciting to try to understand how Cynthia feels. She looks elegantly nice, her voice is a little out of tune sometimes but still very beautiful. She could be greatly sentimental at times and quite bitchy at other times. In general, she?Ts a friend who listens when I talk, understands when I keep silent, stays quiet when I cry. Cynthia is good to me. I?Tve told her a lot, I?Tve been with her a lot. Sometimes there are meetings at her place and/or she?Ts not available when I come ?" but I know she was looking out for me and wanting me to wait. I am not able to wait all the time, but for most cases, I will wait because of her. I would buy a rose for Cynthia. I don?Tt think anyone else would do that to her. Because to most of them, she is just simply a piano. I actually asked myself, ?oShould I buy a rose for a piano on Valentine?Ts Day?? I got the answer right away, ?oWhy not? She is your friend. She would love it.? That?Ts enough of a reason for me. Cynthia helped me to earn the first amount of money ?" which was not big but meaningful to me as I became a lil more outgoing since then. Then she continued helping me to meet new people ?" which was a lot more meaningful. I called her Cynthia because the piano was there to honor the contributions of a woman named Cynthia to the Arts program at my college. I?Tve met many people who came to visit Cynthia. I was carefully and calmfully listening when they interacted with her. You can always tell whether she likes them or not, despite their fluency. Cynthia does not prefer this person to that person based on their professional skills. I still can?Tt figure out her standards, but I can tell. And I?Tm pretty sure that she had a crush on someone I met last time. Just when he entered the room, I felt and heard Cynthia differently right away. He was standing at the door, asking if I would play for a while. I said, if you wanna play, come on in ?" I?Tll listen. Hmm Cynthia loved that decision of mine. When he played and sang, there was a mutual passion between him and Cynthia. And a great inspiration to me. He was also the first one who told me, ?oThis piano sounds amazing.? The ones before him complained that Cynthia was out of tune. She was upset hearing that ?" I felt so too ?" since people were not taking good care of her. I talked to people about her con***ions, but not much was done for her. Cynthia silently cried when I used a tissue to clean her tabs last time. The sounds from my touch were slightly melancholy. So I would buy Cynthia a rose on Valentine?Ts Day because I love her and that angel she loves may not do it. He has been here for a while so I suppose he?Ts known Cynthia for a long time. But Cynthia never told me. I thought that she was jealous because she could not talk to him while I could, but it was very mean to think that way, and it was not true. She understands him better than I do through their close interactions. However, this year is his last year at school. I think Cynthia knows that. She just did not tell me about it. It was kinda surprising when she keeps silent. Just not the way she usually is. Cynthia, I would buy you a rose and write you a poem on this Valentine?Ts. I like the thought that you are my Valentine this year S You deserve all the love ?" you?Tre so amazing. ************************* Lila said she would buy a rose for the amazing piano named Cynthia. Satori Nguồn: Hey, sao không nghĩ cách kiếm tiền bằng việc gửi những bài hay và đúng dịp như vầy cho những tờ báo nước ngoài? Tôi cá bài này sẽ được dịch ngược lại sang tiếng Việt, ở báo HHT chẳng hạn, đó là mục cứu vãn sự nhạt nhẽo của báo. Charity, charity, charity needs much money